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Sunday, November 26, 2006
plantar faciitis meningitis.
Ok, to say i'm at a nadir is not quite accurate, as i'm still on my feet and not sobbing or bawling uncontrollably locked-up in my bedroom. But you get the idea don't you? Well, it hasn't exactly been a stroll in a park since my last entry. Everyday i seem to be on a loss: i wake up and wonder just what i'm doin/am going to do. Its routine now. At times i do feel perky and energized, tired and miserable when i'm not. Is this how its supposed to be? I feel like i'm wasting my time freeloading and leeching on my parents, and i see signs that i need to get a job like very soon.What was initially a reluctant option churned out a rather unpleasant conclusion. I was diagnosed with plantar faciitis(an inflammation of the heel tendon) and some other hulabaloo which i didn't quite catch which is the weakening and softening of my knee cartilage. The doc gave me very little option, either to stop all forms of exercise or take painkillers, take all kinds of preventions and wear a knee guard and its obvious which choice i made(the latter you idiot). Its plain obvious what! Depriving me of soccer is like taking away the scotch, whiskey, gin and bourbon from an alcoholic. The repurcussions severe, the withdrawals extreme.And that brings me to my next point. Although i do feel weird with the doc's warnings ringing incessantly in my mind, i still made it a point to exercise regularly to burn the trans fats accumulated at tea garden and excess lipids from my eat-and-sleep exam policy. Somehow the pain gets amplified and funny enough, it did not affect my play much on hard and firm ground. But today, i took a risk to take on the field once again. The outcome? A reoccuring heel blister(right at the inflammed tendon!)-most likely the effect of a tight pair of boots. Once again my spectacles were a huge hinderance- no need to elaborate about that. I failed spetacularly at my DM position, most of the time lost and badly positioned. The blister killed it and i lasted a whole 25 minutes.Thirdly, well, to cut a long story short, the dream is over. I was just being delusional. Enough said.Later.
I've got soul
But I'm not a soldier
But I'm not a soldier
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