[ a morbid fascination that borders on obsession. ]
Sunday, September 06, 2009 damned if you do, damned if you don't.
This barren run is prolonging longer than i'd expected. This rustiness is corroding myself deeper than i'd realized. It feels good to be writing again after all this while, a lengthy period of uncertainty and inactivity. Every since i failed to get into NUS, well, i've been unsure on what my next step is.
Yes i found a new job, by no means any more secure but a job nonetheless. While i am still formulating my plans, i found new hobbies, which i won't divulge as yet to keep me occupied. I'm quite excited after the preliminary plannings, stuffs which can keep me occupied in the free time, so none goes to waste. I'm still perennially broke, so note to self: start saving more.
Even so, i'm still pretty sluggish in terms of rate of work. Really motivation-less and severely lacking in enthusiasm. Hopefully in this blessed month i shall find my footing and my path.