[ a morbid fascination that borders on obsession. ]
Sunday, March 30, 2008 curse the stick.
Admittedly, it was sheer stupidity on my part. Without a doubt i stand accused, guilty as charged. There is a saying, "do anything you want, but don't get caught". Obviously i've flouted the golden rule.
To some, this is discipline meted out. A form of punishment and deterrence. I couldn't be more indifferent. I don't feel sorry, not the least apologetic if i don't feel that i've done something wrong. I'm not someone who break rules for the heck of it. I'm not a thrill seeking anarchist.
Quite frankly, i was appalled with the entire process. It was so antediluvian and i hadn't a case for my defence. From an overzealous pobost, to an charge-happy enchik and a true to the book occifer. How can you sway a judge's decision when it has already being set?
Alas, the mistake has been made. I can't undo things. Now lay a blemish on my conduct sheet forever to be frown upon. An indelible mark etched for the rest of my life.
Oh well, life goes on. One shouldn't dwell on such matters.