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Sunday, December 10, 2006
With more time in my hands then i can hold, maybe another entry would ease this surplus. A day feels infinitely long, as though it consists of 25 hours. My sleeping pattern has changed drastically, being nocturnal and a good 12+ hours spent in dreamland. Eating-wise too, my meals are reduced to one a day(late lunch or early dinner) plus the excessive snacking and supper-ing in the middle of the night. That leaves me with, approximately 10 hours for my daylight activities. Ah, time is indeed a luxury i lament.My attempt to find a job has ran against a brick wall. Spurned, shunned and snubbed, i'm growing forlorn. Despite this temporary setback, i shall try again come monday. Courage comrade. For those who turned down my offer of employment, eat my shorts! Well, despite my tough stance, i am growing increasingly desperate as the days pass by. Another day of money-making gone with the wind. Keeping in mind my dwindling reserves of disposable income, it won't be long before i'm declared a bankrupt.After the ruckus of a prom night, i had the realization, a telegram to my mind. And henceforth, i bury the ghost of V once and for all. As far as i am concerned, she is dead. But i do not mourn this loss for i am emancipated. Yet i still feel apprehensive. It wasn't an easy decision but i felt that it was something i should have done a long time ago. Even as i am picking up the pieces, a new hope comes shattering down to earth. I plead a chance.Stop.
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I've got soul
But I'm not a soldier
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