gobbledigook.
[ a morbid fascination that borders on obsession. ]
Friday, November 17, 2006
the end has no end.
So this is how it ends. Ironically i feel neither glad, relief or joy. More of indifference, today seems the same as the day before, and i bet tomorrow would be too. Forgive me for being a cynic, but i see no point in rejoicing, after going into battle ill-equipped and a battle that is only half won. Not as if i've toiled sweat, blood and tears, then by all means, party your socks off: you deserve it. I can't help feeling a tinge of regret, for i think i should have worked harder when the opportunity was present. In case you're wondering, i have officially finished sitting for my 'A' levels examinations, now a JC graduate and currently unemployed.Right now, i'm being bombarded by a plethora of dilemmas, questions and thoughts. I never anticipate this day would come, and all of a sudden, i'm a free man. No more shackles, no more chains. Of course, there are a gazillion things i would like to do/try/experience while i still have youth and time on my side, but want and desire aside, i'm feeling a pinch on my pockets( i would touch on that in another entry), so many of them have to be shelved for the moment. Right now, i'm at the crossroads of my life and career. And i have absolutely no idea what to right now.Later.
I've got soul
But I'm not a soldier
But I'm not a soldier
Adeel
Ahmad
Aisyah
Amin
Cikgu K
Dinie
Eisha
Emel
Evon
Fadilah
Innova Soccer
Juice
Khairiana
Khairul
Maisarah
Michelle
PeiYi
Philmon
Ramizah
Shahira
Sufie
Syafiq
Tracy
Venetia
Yamin
Zaliza
Zawiyah
