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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
4 day have passed since my last paper. I'm still trying to come to terms to my new found freedom. Admittedly, i find this transition rather odd and grappling to find my feet back. There is this void that can't seem to be filled. Its like a blur, everything happened so fast that i didn't know what hit me. Its as if school ended rather abruptly, the exams were rushed through and we're left in the cold. The morosenss is inevitable and unhelpable. I guess its just a passing phase.So far, it has been excessive brooding and slumbering, a bout of soccer here and there and, err...thats it. The next few days would be hectic: job hunting, driving license application, more soccer, night cycling among others. Perhaps something to look foward to. I'm trying hard to shift my mind away from issues thats swirling around my head like vultures. Freting over past inabilities to deliver the goods at the right time won't relive the past. Yet, i can't seem to let it go and move on. This post is so cluttered and disorganised, thousand apologies about that. I'm so ruffled that i can't think and write straight. So other time perhaps.later.
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I've got soul
But I'm not a soldier
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