[ a morbid fascination that borders on obsession. ]
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
This entry was written on the 13th of February 2006, at approximately 9.11 p.m. Please ignore the date and time stated below as some of the contents of this entry are taken from a previous draft.
Fret not, i'm not about to blog suicide. I was merely thinking out loud, the intention wasn't there. I read somewhere, blog suicide is a tool some bloggers use to gain attention, to draw people to their blog either to dwindling readership, to boost viewership or just a publicity stunt. I do not fall into any of the 3 categories mentioned above as i'm simply experimenting (:
Some of you ask me, just who in the world is Shirley. A Shirley doesn't exist in our school(well, not that i know of anyway). I don't mind telling you who her true identity is(yes its a pseudo-nickname) as i have nothing to hide. Its not really a secret anyway. But at the same time, what's the fun in it if i spill the beans, let the cat out of the bag? Curiousity killed the cat, the same fate may befall upon thou.
After some careful deliberating(not), i've decided not to. I don't want to be a wet blanket, but hey, it wouldn't be fun if you know every bit and piece, nook and cranny of my life. Spare me some privacy. Please allow an aura of mysteriousness hover over me, and create an impression that i'm hiding a dark secret. I don't want to be remembered for all the wrong reasons.
And so this entry coincides with the eve of St Valentine's Day, a timely and apt interception. No heart-wrenching pleas. No bemoaning curses. No complains of a 14 February spent in solitude. Just 1 wish.