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Friday, May 06, 2005

Ok ok, due to the intense and overwhelming pressure, i shall update another entry into my entry-depriven blog. Actually i also have something to write about so there.It has been a rough and tough time for me lately. First was cross country. Was forced to run the competitive race by Mr Koh also i didn't want and wasn't in good shape to run. And so i ran, at first had a pack with the other soccer boys to run together. However when we fell way behind, they statred to speed up leaving behind behind to run most of the race with adeel. During the last stretch, adeel like quite gave up and i left him behind and it was an awkward feeling running across the finishing line alone. 69 out of 80+ male runners, last or second last from Saggitarius. At that moment didn't feel to tired, but the effect only surfaced days later.

I am still very lagging behind in my studies. The workload seems to pour in endlessly while i meekly try to play catch up. I don't know, its partly because of soccer tournament which resulted in lost tutorials and lectures, my laziness which resulted in assignments piled up and undone and the subject itself which is oh-so-confusing at times. I seem to be doing ok in GP, having no problems with Mr Yip. For maths also, quite ok during tutorials but when i t comes to tests and quizes, its disaster. I narrowly missed getting a zero for the lecture quiz cause i misintepreted the question totally. For the physics class test too, i only got 2 marks cause in a way, i also misintepreted in the question.

Physics and Chemistry SPA is next next week for me, i'm so unprepared. I seem to be blowing hot and cold in this two areas. If its the data gathering that is good, the calculation part is bad, or vice versa. Its getting me quite worried.

The next thing is dikir, or MCS to be exact. I seriously have no comment on the state of the mCS in our school. Forgive me for saying this cause i don't really swear except when i'm angry or pissed, but i have never seen such pathetic organization and two totally screwed-up, facist and really bad malay-like 'behaviour'ed teachers. That is totally unacceptable conduct as teachers when the two of the say contradicting stuffs, leave thing things to the last minute(even at the last minute still not doing anything), think they are damn fucking right and not realising their own mistakes when its sitting right in front of them. I kept relatively quiet all this while, i don't want to worsen things but what happened on Wednesday really made my blood boil.

So unappreciative creatures, they haven't moved a single muscle for us and yet criticize people who come down specially for us, sacrificing their time and effort for nothing in return. That is so unacceptable. They criticize us for our simple and not so special item, but hey at least we get something done around here, no thanks to yous. Try as hard as u can to hide it, but we know your true intention and what revloves around in yous. We can read all the insinuations and concealed messages clearly and perfectly.

So there.

I've got soul
But I'm not a soldier

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