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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

I think my days of 'holiday', as in my days playing to fool in JC is over. No more. My honeymoon 3-months JC course of skipping lectures, tutorials and school as a whole, coming late, crashing other JCs have come to an end. Its all serious stuff now.

Yes its another month and i shall update, as promised. I'm really appaled at the state of my diary, in terms of mantainence and appearance. I really have no time to improve the deteriorating situation at the moment, but shall do something in the near future.

I've decided to stay at Innova JC after my 3-months course partially because its near my house, i'm comfortable there(as in have adapted) and there isn't many other places that i can go. And i have also made a subject combination switch, from Maths-physics-economics to maths-physics-chemistry. Well i liked studying economics, i find it particularly interesting but unfortunately, i have trouble writing and answering questions. I always have problems during Mr Chiu's Q&A sessions during tutorials.

As a result, I had to change CG too. From S27 to S11. I don't know, i kind of regret it a bit. S27 was a really a great class before it disintegrated and only a fraction of the original intake remains, the rest went poly except Steven who went to another JC, Shawn and Jason to another class and me. The subjects tutors were also good, like Mr Phang for maths, Mr Sim for GP and Mr Koh for PE. Never had a problem with them. The sucky part is of course, the beloved Mr Teo, our CT and physics tutor and the charismaticMr Chiu. The so called 'disciplinarian' and absolute 'no-nonsense' totalitarian hardass Mr Teo was nice as a CT, but contrary to what some might feel, i still feel that he treated us unfairly, S27 as a whole and to me individually, plus other individuals as well. Like scolding us for wearing secondary school uniform for 1 day, barely even for 1 hour cause he told us to change immediately during morning assembly, while the rest of the school wore theirs' whenever they liked, even changing uniforms among each other. Such irony.

But still, i'm glad i got away from him, no offence to him. S11 so far okay, but very disunited and scattered. S11 is the only class in the level with equal composition of chinese, malays and indians in the class. Other than that, i don't have anything to add.

Now school is in full swing, i'm psyching myself to go at the same rate. So far tutorials haven't started due to the rearranging of the timetable. I'm a bit left behind in maths, sometimes really blur during lecture, coping well but not doing good enough. Physics okay cause of first 3-months. Chem, the 'new' subject, quite struggling in between topics cause its totally new stuff. The make-up lectures do help, but even then there are going through at a furious pace.

So this is JC life. So many things to write, i'll try to find more time to write here, and format my computer at the same time. I think its slowly being overtaken by a virus or some unremovable spyware. I can't use MSN messenger, can't install certain stuff and can't go certain websites.

I don't know. I have this strange funny feeling swirling about me. Making me uneasy and uncomforatble. Is it the stress? Or the burden? Or some social problem? Damn...

I've got soul
But I'm not a soldier

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