gobbledigook.
[ a morbid fascination that borders on obsession. ]
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
sureality
It felt so unreal, you know? The feeling inside the hall, and the tense atmosphere. And i was right in the middle of it. Everybody was scared to the guts but trying hard to appear calm. Who doesn't? After waiting for more than 3 months to get your results, the feeling is unavoidable. It felt so unreal, as if in a dream, as if it really didn't happen. I still feel like the 28th of February didn't not occur. It was a very unusual experience and as though i was half-councious throughout the who occasion.Maybe some people do not like exposing their results to others, i on the other hand do not mind. Yeah, i officially, i got 16 points for my L1R5, or 13 for my L1R4. But if use malay, which i took in sec 3, get 1 point less respectively. i don't know which one applies, but ultimately, it doesn't really matter for me cause it doesn't make much of a difference as my choices are still the same. My only A1 is my malay, A2 for english and E maths, B3 for higher malay, chemistry, malay literature and combined humanities(history & sosical studies), B4 for physics and D7 for my A maths.
On a whole, i'm happy and satisfied with my results. I improved in every subject from my prelims. The surprises were B3 for chem and combined humans and malay lit, didn't expect to get that high. Disappointed with english, higher malay and physics, as i had aimed higher. For A maths, simply a mix of both, cause i always got F9 for it. I knew i would fail it. Almost everyone else passed it except me. I do not fret cause i didn't take the subject seriously at first. Nevertheless, i wished i had done slightly better but i'm contented.
I also feel happy for my friends and classmates who did well. I think all of us did well and defied the critics(the-you-know-whos) who didn't believe we could do it. Kudos to Azhar, who did the school and community proud with his achievements. Like i said, it all felt so unreal.
Right now i'm stuck in a dilemma, i don't know where to go and what course to take.
I've got soul
But I'm not a soldier
But I'm not a soldier
Adeel
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Aisyah
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